First Day of Summer

So...today is the day that all High School Freshman, now Sophmores look forward to. The first day of summer. Including me. I got to sleep in till ten, and for some of you that isn't very long but for me. Shesh, that is a nice relief. Anyways. I feel like writing so I will.

"Why do you listen to that jabber, they know not what they speak!" He yelled at me.
"Yes! They do Baltheir, just because you are too good to notice it, it has happened. They finally noticed that the future king is wooing a lowly peasent, who happens to be good with a sword." I said to him, sounding defeated.
"'Good'? You are much more than good, you are amazing, and the first time I saw you, well when I figured you out a maiden. I thought. "Damn. I was beat by a woman." But you know what, I couldn't tell myself to be angry at you. I couldn't do it. Rory, I love you. Why can't you understand that?" He asked looking into my eyes.
"I don't know why." I said looking down at my feet.




We stand in the light,
yet no one sees us,
We yearn for a touch,
that will never come,
We wait for our time,
that will never arrive,
We waste our lives,
hoping for the right person to say,
"I can see you,
I love you."
We stand right in front of you,
yet you never see us.




Daylight breaks across your face,
and I am reminded that,
I don't deserve you,
You start to wiggle around,
Your eyes flutter,
Bones pop,
and you sigh in satisfaction,
Angels stare down from heaven in jealousy,
I stare right back in triumph,
You are finally mine,
I don't deserve you.

Ordinary day

So, today is the last day of school for some of us. Well, for me. I don't even think anyone ever reads this stuff, but I thought "Eh, why not." So here goes. My name is of no consequence, I doubt you even care. I like writing, and reading, and yes, I know I am a nerd. But, I am the coolest nerd you will ever meet. And I have met my share of nerds. Okay, information, I am five foot six, and I like eating strawberries, my favorite colr is blue, and my favorite book is not Twilight, though I do love it. It is the Host. And if you want to talk books sometime, IM me or something, shoot me an E-mail. I usually answer, sometimes not. I have forgotten exactly what shade of brown my hair used to be but right now it is dark red, I like it. I have green eyes and stupid people make me laugh. :) I absolutly hate living in the heat, I adore the cold and I really want to move north. (Encase you didn't guess, I live in the south). Anyways, I really only did this so that I could vent my ideas onto a place where I didn't have to worry, so read if you want I don't really care.

My stomach churns in anticipation,
My eyes are drawn to his face,
I glance at my sun,
hopeing,
waiting,
He walks past,
Heart slows,
Sweat dries,
Tears start falling,
and I can't help but wonder,
What does he see in her?


Listening to "If I can't have you" By Kelly Clarkson